Gwen Stacy

i have so much to say but when i speak my words are silent.

1. In one sentence, explain what ended your last relationship?
I needed to be on my own.

2. What made you smile today?
Talking to Joel.

3. What were you doing this morning at 8 AM?:
Talking to Joel.

4. What were you doing 15 minutes ago?
Singing along to Something Corporate and dreaming of Andrew McMahon.

5. Something that happened to you in 1985?:
That's a dumb question.

6. Your prom night?:
I went to traffic school on the day of my prom and then I went w/ a friend. It wasn't that fun.

7. Last thing you said aloud?:
Goodbye

8. Last thing someone else said aloud?:
Goodbye

9. Worst thing currently on television:
Almost all of it but I'd have to go with the news.

10. What was in the mail today?:
Not a check for a million dollrs.

11. How many different beverages have you drank today?:
One

12. What is your favorite part of the day?:
When someone makes me smile.

13. Your current To-do list?:
Go to work and not get fired because that's always bad.

18. Least favorite place to shop?:
wal mart

19. Last thing you bought?
Jolly ranchers, nerds and big red.

20. Last gift you received?:
I can't even remember.....

21. Funniest thing you heard all day?:
Kyle driving a forklift

22. Favorite mug?:
dont have one

23. What color is your front door?
brown


24. Beautiful is:
Being true to who you are and not changing for anyone.

25. Describe your keychain:
It has a Darth Vader Lego man on it and keys of course.


26. Where do you keep your change?:
At the bottom of my purse.

28. What kind of winter coat do you have?:
Two split zip up hoodies.

29. What is the weather like?
sunny

30. Last ice cream flavor?
chocolate

31. Last rainbow you saw?
At the circle last week?

32. Something you are excited about?
Going to west hollywood next month.

sometimes perfection can be perfect hell.

i am so dumb.

have you ever wanted something so badly but you know you'll never have it. as much as you scream and cry and hope and dream and wish and pray and bleed for it, youll never have it, except in your mind which will eventually fade if you cant hold the image in your hands and care for it and protect it from the devil of time that comes to steal things away from you.

my heart is like cracked glass

sometimes i want to be someone else.

it must be that summer has come for i am getting lost within myself and the ideas that should have been tucked away. i want to stay here, in this dangerous summer, but i know once winter appears the danger will disappear and i will have to go back to who and what i truly am.

I never have time for anything. especially my friends. :(

There are too many people in this world who don't appreciate what they have or who they have. Love it or lose it.

I'm convinced that Taco Bell sprinkles their Cinnamon Twists with cocain because they are highly addictive. Lisa will vouch for this.

I miss summer.

One of my favorite people in the whole world quit his job ( we work together) and soon is going off to bootcamp. I don't think he has any idea how much I will miss him. He was my Cobain. I know no one will understand what that is supposed to mean but I do and I hate seeing him leave. It breaks a piece of my heart.